|i intend to start a group for ohio artists on deviantart, in order to advertise i want to hold a raffle, your donations would be very helpful...|
There She Was CH. 1There She WasThere She Was CH. 1 by phantomSIX
There she was, the one I loved was sitting all alone under the tree surrounded by rue. She had a sad look on her face which made me want to talk to her even more than I usually do. I couldn't make myself talk to her countless times and now I regret it, this chance I have now is probably the last chance I might get since it's the last day of my senior year. I've never been good at talking to people due to my experiences as a child. I'm tired of being shy, I want to talk to her. Why is such a simple thing so hard; Why can't it be easy, I remembered someone telling me "Who said life was easy, you just have to try hard and have confidence in yourself." Those words reverberated like cicadas in my ears. I finally go up to her and say, "hi um.. are you okay you look a little sad, is anything wrong". She looked at me like she was surprised to see someone like me talk to her. Her face turned red, when her face turned red I thought to myself that she's cuter than she usually
It Must EndIt Must End by phantomSIX
February 17, 2013 is the day my old life will end. I must begin a new life as an adult, does it have to change. I guess so. It is like the darkness, the reason why we're afraid is the fact that we cannot see what’s ahead. If only there was a light that could help me see through this seemingly
dark future. Your parents can conduct you through this confusing song
they call growing up, but my parents have been doing everything for me
the moment I was introduced to this cruel but happy world. I was never
independent considering the fact that I was born with Muscular
Dystrophy. Muscular Dystrophy is a cruel disease, people end up having to
lose all the things they can do slowly. I used to be able to run
around like everyone else, I could go somewhere whenever I
wanted, and I could move around by myself, but all that was taken away.
"If I could've walked that would have been easy for everyone", thoughts
like that keep sinking inside me, dragging me dow
Dreams can be revivedThere lies a pile of dreams, like the fallen leaves of Autumn, they are dead.Dreams can be revived by phantomSIX
Unlike the leaves they can be brought back to life.
Continue to chase a dream, there is no reason to feel dread.
Surpass all the struggles and become strong through strife.
There lies your sea of dreams, don't feel afraid to jump of the diving board.
It's only intimidating from a distance you just need a push on the back.
Down you fall into a sea of endless possibilities, swim through it and claim the reward.
You've got your dream, now all you must do keep your mind on track.
There lies your dreams content within your soul.
Keep your dream safe and never let it go.
What you do with your dream isn't always in your control.
No matter what the path you end up just flow
I can't tryWhy can't I ever try harderI can't try by phantomSIX
Every time I try, things just get farther
I was told that I was strong
Sometimes I feel like they're wrong
The word "will" doesn't seem to exist
There are things I want but don't insist
My timid nature is my curse
It is a wound I can't nurse
I hate myself
I love thyself
I can't tell which one is right
Things seem to be without light
No matter what I do, life just moves on
Life continues to go even when I'm gone
I want to live my life to the fullest
But that seems hard since life is the cruelest
I tell myself not to try
Because In the end I might just cry
i want to start a group for deviants from ohio, in order to do so i want to advertise by having a raffle, i figure as a prize i would give out free commisions, but i dont think thats going to be enough, so anyone who can donate points, commisions or anything that would be helpful, also it would be extremly helpful if you could favorite this journal or just spread word about it...
some of the things i intend to do with the group are, help advertise the more unknown ohio deviants, set up deviant meets, i want to start a podcast on youtube to link back to the group and help publicize underground ohio artists...
anything you can offer would be a big help, i figure this is going to be a long process but i hope i can make it happen, with your help...
**edit: if your an artist from ohio and you'd be intrested in something like this could you please leave a comment...**